Luc had been making frequent trips between his home and the castle, finding himself to be at the castle more then he wasn't. He had no idea how far into the summer it was, what day or even what time it was. The struggles of going to a normal schedule and playing the role of an at least somewhat normal human being was taking a huge toll on his body and mind. He had entirely reclused at the end of the year, not having been there even for the final ceremony. His body ached to be fed constantly, not satisfied with substitutes or petty snacks. He often felt dissociated, as if his body weren't his own, and he'd wake up in odd places. More likely then not at the castle. And this time was the garden.
He blinked his tired eyes, looking around. He looked down, not seeing his little crup at his feet. He wondered if he'd been sleeping or something. Luc groaned and took in a deep breath through his nose. He'd not felt like this for some time now. He needed to feed before something bad happened. He needed to remember that old town he used to live in, collect some of that so-called scum of the earth. He needed to do this before someone came across him and he just couldn't...stop himself. He'd taken a lot of wrong turns in his life, but he'd not be able to forgive himself so easily if he did something on his own school grounds.