The days..no, weeks, or maybe it's been months since school started again (he couldn't be bothered to tell anymore) Luc had been feeling like he was walking through a foggy dream. His little summer trip to take care of 'business' has left him feeling uncertain about his choices and the people he'd come in contact with. His sporadic feeding had been leaving him feeling weak and light-headed, causing a particular lack of tolerance for people, causing him to hole himself up in his room most of the day where he resolved to catch up on all the sleep he'd lost the previous year.
Now he was restless and needed to wander and think things over. Despite having felt the need to isolate himself, he was not feeling acutely alone. Old feelings of anger and hatred were strong and he had no one to go to. He never had, so why was now any different? Perhaps because there were a few now he had actually talked to and there was a possibility to escape the solitude.
Luc had been wandering the castle again after many long weeks, though this time he'd left his Crup in his office. There had been few places in the castle he had not thoroughly explored. One place he had been avoiding came to mind as he walked, and the decision to face his general unease at the moment at been made. As he reached the South Wing he sighed, feeling more and more anxious as he approached the room. There were few things that made him as anxious as mirrors. Despite many legends, yes, his kind appeared in the reflections in mirrors, though seeing himself brought acute anxiety and repulsion he never thought he could feel so strongly. It was one of the strangest feelings he remembered from when he first turned. And ever since the initial discovery of this feeling he had avoided them at all costs. But he entered the room, ever muscle tense, his jaw clenched. The disgust he already felt for himself reaffirmed a thousand-fold as he walked further in, meeting and then averting his eyes from his reflection. But it was impossible as his image seemed to project all through the room.